Okay, Let’s Talk About Me

Posted in Uncategorized on September 29, 2014 by Xajow

I should explain my absence. This will not be easy for me. And I am not going to delete this post. This will become part of the official record. Which means you will not get a lot of detail. I will try, however, to explain why I have not been posting much. If you would rather not know, just ignore this post. If you want to know, then dare to read on. Continue reading

Grumbles from the Xajow

Posted in Uncategorized on September 15, 2014 by Xajow

There was a post here, one with grumbling and bad words. I got some things off my chest. And the post served its purpose. And now it is gone, with just this text to mark where it had once been. Trust me, this way is best.

For Dominants: Follow-up to Sub Assignment Number Five

Posted in D/s, Dominance, For Doms with tags , , , on September 3, 2014 by Xajow

The fifth sub assignment is up. I hope, O Dominants, you will take the time to talk about the assignment with your submissives. The assignment is not difficult and should not be too time consuming. Continue reading

Sub Assignment Number Five

Posted in D/s, sub assignment, submission with tags , , , on September 3, 2014 by Xajow

Yes, the time has come for another assignment. I know you’re excited. Breathe. Anyway, this assignment is for submissives, but also for those who may be wondering if they are a submissive. And this is actually the first part of a double assignment. Fair warning, there will be kneeling and writing involved. Continue reading

Battered but Not Beaten

Posted in LOWH on September 2, 2014 by Xajow

“‘The time has come,’ the Walrus said, ‘to talk of many things: of shoes—and ships—and ceiling wax—of cabbages—and kings—and why the sea is boiling hot—and whether pigs have wings.’”* I am returning to talk of many things indeed. I have beaten back the wolves. My hands and my sword and my lawn are blooded. I have drunk down dark things and will drink them all again before I give in to those wolves of despair. Yes, yes, yes, I am being figurative. Sufficient for now to say that the wolf-pack has been turned away, and I am still here. Continue reading

To Stand upon a Desk

Posted in Philosophy with tags , on August 15, 2014 by Xajow

To stand upon a desk,

To look for new perspectives,

To seek out marrow,

To yawp with sweaty toothed madmen,

To look for a place that is my own,

To make a place that is my own,

To dare to be myself,

To question burdensome authority,

To resist those who believe they should define my thoughts for me,

To stand upon a desk,

To find my own perspective,

To seek beauty out,

To dare to care about the things that make life beautiful,

To question,

To seek,

To look,

To dream,

To stand upon a desk,

To see new things,

To see in new ways,

To find a verse,

To find my verse,

To speak my verse,

To find courage

To stand upon a desk

When authority says to sit down,

These are things he showed me how to do.

Thank you, Mr. Keating.

Thank you, O Captain.

Thank you, Mr. Williams.

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Another Explanation

Posted in Nothing At All on August 5, 2014 by Xajow

You want to know why I am not posting more frequently. I sit here and I look at this blog. It reminds me of… something that remembering seems to cause me an amount of anguish. I know I will overcome this. I am facing it, rather than just pushing it aside. The anguish is sharper than usual. You are wondering what it is about. The answer would only bore you and make me seem more of a fool than I already do. I only give this explanation to say that my lack of posts is not from a lack of desire or of things to say. More posts are forthcoming. Please be patient. Thank you.

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